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i... i feel absolutely terrible... i... gah...
ive been keeping my depression hidden so well from everyone that im scared of how well ive done it... ive only recently sent an email to those i trust about my current state to see if itll help (awaiting reply) and... i just wanted to let you guys in on it i guess
this... happy smiling mask of mine... its cracking... and i cant fix it anymore... i dont want to fix it, i want it to shatter and be gone so i can get the help i need... i cant keep going on like this... this mask... its gotta go... and i have to stop hiding my emotions, bottling them up and hoping they leave...
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mien god its been a while since ive been on here ._.
eh heh... havnet been drawing often (sorries ^.^;) cause... school... Q_Q
though uhm... im actually quite shy and... well im starting to think of streaming on www.hitbox.tv/neosapian6 every so often... cause twitch is... bleh atm
so... yeah if you guys wanna check out what games i play just... head thar ._. and thats pretty much it...
also uhm, im unsure if anyone knows, but i have the high functioning autism known as asperger's syndrome... so go look it up if you wanna know more...
and thats about it, ill add some art once i get the chance... and if my scanner decides to stop being an ass >_>
so have fun and stay alive!
~Neo
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i... i feel absolutely terrible... i... gah...
ive been keeping my depression hidden so well from everyone that im scared of how well ive done it... ive only recently sent an email to those i trust about my current state to see if itll help (awaiting reply) and... i just wanted to let you guys in on it i guess
this... happy smiling mask of mine... its cracking... and i cant fix it anymore... i dont want to fix it, i want it to shatter and be gone so i can get the help i need... i cant keep going on like this... this mask... its gotta go... and i have to stop hiding my emotions, bottling them up and hoping they leave...
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: whatever i think will help
  • Reading: NaN
  • Watching: NaN
  • Playing: NaN
  • Eating: NaN
  • Drinking: NaN

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neo crystalias
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Current Residence: california
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Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite photographer: i dont have one
Favourite style of art: machines, vehicles, and fictional creatures
Operating System: dell
MP3 player of choice: ipod
Shell of choice: i dont know what this is
Wallpaper of choice: star wars, machines, lombaxes, dragons, and the capital city of my fictional dracon empire, kaon
Skin of choice: emo white (lol)
Favourite cartoon character: i dont watch cartoons
Personal Quote: life is like a river, it has many twists and turns. dreams are nothing unless you work to make them
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:iconcamillacap96:
Camillacap96 Featured By Owner Feb 21, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave ^w^
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SofieSpangenberg Featured By Owner Feb 2, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the watch!! :D (Big Grin) 
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swampster12 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Thanks for the fave and the watch. Here have an imaginary :cookie: :D
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neosapian6 Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2015  Student Artist
.o. cookie
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Vocaloidking Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fav^^

How are you doing?:)
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neosapian6 Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Student Artist
eh, rather bored to be honest, waiting for friends to get on warframe so we cans do stoof .0.
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Vocaloidking Featured By Owner Dec 29, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Awww:( What's warframe? Sounds interesting, doing stuff with friends is always nice:)
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neosapian6 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2014  Student Artist
its a free to play third person shooter mmo... basically future space ninjas with magic
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Victoriaaa94 Featured By Owner Dec 26, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the favourite on SAO - Gun Gale Sinon!
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Vixcoon Featured By Owner Dec 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
goodness, thanks for all the favs XD
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